i'm sorry sometimes i get little jealous , thinking that someone else could make you happier than i could . I guess it's my insecurities acting up . because i know that i'm not the prettiest , smartest or most fun and exciting girl for you . I'm not the right girl for you and i think you can find a better person , BETTER THAN ME . and i pray for your happiness okayyy At the end , you will know how hurt it is when you talk to me like that . One day you'll love me , the way i loved you , One day you'll cry for me The way i cried for you and MAYBE one day you'll want me , but i won't want you . I know you have so many choices And as you said that 'SOMEONE MAKE YOU HAPPY SINCE I WAS AT JAKARTA' , And that's good for you . You are good looking , everybody wants you . You know how to make a girl happy and that's make all the girls wants to be yours , I'm glad to be yours for 1 year and 1 month , thnks for making me happy I love your jokes , i love the way you treat me even sometimes it might hurts . Yeahh nevermind :) Thanks for every single things you'd gave to me , Thnks for every surprised that you have made I appreciate it and never forget it Thanks a lot E , i love you till whenever and i'll never forget all the memories , the sweet memories of us :'( and i hope you won't forget it too . Trust me , there will be a girl who can make you happy , not like i do . More pretty , not like me . That's all that I can say because i'm telling you , i'm crying while typing this post And maybe you don't feel it . Sorry for troubling you all this while , Ya thu ya bnyk menyusahkan efy and bnyk sakitkan hati efy semua , Senang cerita ya ni beban lah kan . So , I hope that you'll be more happier when i'm not around . Take care , study hard and make your family proud of you . Listen to all their advices and never yell at your mother . lastly , I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH ! * don't you ever forget me even you've deleted me from your friends list . Byebye dear <3